I wasn't going to respond, but decided someone should answer you.
First thing you need to do is calm down. Your post is practically incoherent and you haven't even started. Don't expect easy answers from this forum. Spend a year (yes, you must be patient!) doing your homework and building a business plan.
I will suggest, however, that if you are the only owner, and you have bad credit, it suggests that you may not be the right kind of person to start a business like this. A disciplined approach to money translates into the discipline you will need for DAILY federal records, MONTHLY reporting to the TTB, and (probably) QUARTERLY tax payments.
You might want to think about this really hard before you squander hundreds of thousands--if not millions--of your personal wealth on this "neat idea."